sitting in class. fuck this and fuck life. sometimes i wish i was a lot more naive than i am now. this way maybe i wouldn’t be so fucking selfish. maybe i wouldn’t  be so fucking angry and so sad and so unhappy. maybe i’d be able to concentrate more and value school more than feelings. because right now i feel like complete, utter shit. i hate everything and i don’t deserve good things right now because i’m so foul. i have the give up attitude. i give up on giving up.

May 19 -

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this is me being dramatic. i like to think that i am a fairy from the neverland, since faries are so small that they can only handle one emotion at a time. this is how i function sometimes. and this is where it comes out.