this is me being dramatic.
i like to think that i am a fairy from the neverland, since faries are so small that they can only handle one emotion at a time. this is how i function sometimes. and this is where it comes out.
FORGET YOUR INCONSIDERATE BULLSHIT.
because it’s really easy for you to ignore mine. i don’t blame ya. i also don’t know why i keep running after you. i get what’s coming to me. but still, fuck you jerk. this person i am right now, it isn’t the real me. it’s what’s become of me. and i am better. i was better before you ruined me.
i know saying it doesn’t help the situation much, but i’ll take your advice right now and say that yeah, i need to get over you. and when i do, you’re gonna regret every single tear that dropped from these pretty eyes. it is a vicious cycle: i give you hell, you give me hell, i give you the motherload of HELL.
i’m a passionate person. everything i feel is amplified times 1000. i love you. and maybe that’s why i get so angry sometimes, so hurt, so sad, and so offended. and no, it isn’t right to keep treating you the way i do. but one day, you’re gonna realize what you did to me. and how much i put up with as well. you put up with me? and i put up with you putting up with me out of pity and everyone saying shit behind my back because i’m still chasing after your sorry ass. ugh. i don’t even know what to say anymore.
