maybe today it’s better to be alone with myself. to learn how to handle being alone with myself and my thoughts. to control my mind when it starts to think negatively. to keep myself busy when i am not occupied with other people. to not rely so religiously on other people to make myself feel better. to relax and sleep in. to do homework and clean. perhaps even yoga ! to pray, contemplate, and maybe one day to learn how to let go of things beyond my control ?

Jun 30 -
maybe today is a learning day

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this is me being dramatic. i like to think that i am a fairy from the neverland, since faries are so small that they can only handle one emotion at a time. this is how i function sometimes. and this is where it comes out.